yesterday 67th month anni

semalam our 67th month anni on 30 of December 2010 so next month will be 68th month anni on 1st month of 2011 means January 2011...as previous month, nothing happen yesterday except he calling me right on 12.00 o'clock just to wish 'Happy 67th month anni dear'...by that time im in dreaming world coz i already sleep n he's on duty like previous month anni..thnx to my dear Alee coz always make it on time...

merisik

yesterday is about my month anni but today im getting a lil bit mischievous (naughty) and more blues in soul.
last nite before i off to bed, its hard for to stick my eyes together..maybe just because alee do not sing a belaian jiwa for me as usual because he's on duty. work at nite till morning make my self getting sick of his duty bcoz he will change  from human to owl.sleep all day long like he did yesterday..while im working as usual from 8-5pm. whats make me happy is he never forget bout our month @ year anni, no matter how busy he is..thank boo coz always make my day as i want. he just back from work @ 8am so im not gonna disturb him.let him sleep like a 'sleeping gorgeous (beauty) fairytale story'...OMG this is not what im trying to write....ok!

engage-men? thats the 1st thing that every single women in this world dream of. engage? what does it mean?
when i google the 'engage' mean follow or been stick with but when it come to phone call it means someone is on-call n we cant reach to that person so it put us in waiting mode.....damn..i use a lot of repeating words..OMG.... and it is 'mean'....ok..no mean after this ok? 

in malay cultural...we have a few step before we get married with someone we love...(do i have to resizing that sentence?)..

step 1 :   merisik--> i dont know the exact term for this word in english...my english just warm-warm nail (suam-suam kuku) so that y when u read my post..its all broken and not using the rite grammar....i just put myself in confidence....back to merisik ok...merisik is a cultural so we dont have to follow it but to put our relation going smooth so this mirisik is very important coz family from the XY will come to XX house to close the relation for both family..from that, we can evaluate them from the meeting and make an inference whether we can proceed to the next stage or being friend..sometime, parents is always rite to judge the people around us....our parent eat salt first than us ok! (our parent have been through all situation before we did so they know better than us to judge the people)..so dont put your LOVE is everything..ok!    
 in MERISIK, the XY side also provide a ring to XX..normally the cheap one ( a very cheap cheap because we got another 2 step to go so please be patient with the price ok!) but when it come to me...erm....sounds material coz i lil bit material person..hehheheheheh...im mean (gosh, i use that word again, sorry i have to use it ) , im a person who  always want everything in perfect manner even though one day i will be DIRISIK..so i want something meaningful for my life n put DIRISIK in my disk memory....so what kind of ring should i ask him to buy?

 

 

the kayu koka ring (got this from my mum)

the diamond ring (a present from ain, event though a pasar malam, it looks so shining)

 so think of it n push your bf to buy it for u...tell them 'if u love me, so buy the platinum @ diamond ring @ 1k ring above for our RISIKAN'...hehhehehehe...but bear in mind, dont put uf bf in credit condition just to fulfill your desire ok!

when your RISIKAN is successfully so lets proceed to the next step ok...n 2nd one is.................................

(please read the next (becoming) post ok!)

 note foot ( foot note) :

both pic above is my hand ok...so i know my 'sweet finger' just belong to diamond only

66th month already past

date :30 November 2010

time: around 2.32 pm ( start writing)

venue: @ office (coz nothing left to do)

event: nothing to celebrate but 66th month anni to remember

 a lot of thankful to my dear alee coz he always remember our month anni.he never forget bout the precious date n always make me happy with our relation. even though i sleep early last nite. thanx for the calling last nite.he call me rite @ 12.00am just to wish 'happy 66th month anni honey' even though he is working @ nite n sneak out from office to call me. n now, he sleep all day long without any message for me. its ok boo.

thank for always be my side for past 66th month boo

u will forever in my heart no one can replace your love boo

even though  i always hangout with other guys

u are always be my love 

puasa & raya

puasa

hampir sebulan puasa pertama ku di kuching...erm...boleh dikatakan same mcmkt smnnjung cume suasana di kampung ku mstla lg meriah kan....boleh dikatakan sume mknn tradisional kt srwk ni ak da cuba....ok la kn....xde idea sgt nk conteng psl ape...

raya

cuti raya ak 7hb-19hb tp oleh sebab ak terbeli tiket awal n malas nk tukar tiket...ak blik 15hb...skrg ni ak sorg2 je kt rmh....x sabar nk keje sbb da bosan duk sorg2 kt sini....raya thun ni mmg pokai hbs la..ye la.1st time beraya dgn status sudah bekerja n segala mcm kne sediakan...ok la ...blh kurangkn beban ayah ak...tp ble pk balik mmg sgt ringan la beban ayah ak...mcm x kuar pape pn...ak x kisah pn...selama 23thun ayah ak support hidup ak n skrg time ak plak support family...mcm da berkeluarga je hidup ak ni...x kisah la asalkan ak simpan duit tuk bli kete dlu then duit tuk kawen....hehheheheh gatal jgk ak nie...ye la...sape xnk kawen kn...so start thun 2011 ak kne simpan duit n cri duit lebih tuk kawen sbb da xde bnda lain nk pk melainkan naik pangkat tp tu pn kne la lps 3thun keje...mne thu..ble da kawen, ada rezeki naik pangkat..hahahaha...so doakan lah ak agar target ku tercapai...kalo boleh biarlah segalaner perfect mcm yg ak rancang..

disini ak mntak maaf kalo ade salah n silap biarpn ari ni da msuk raya ke 9 kot...heheheheh so selamat hari raya...insyaAllah thun depan...ak masih raya dirumah family.....hehehehhehehe

ak rase bersalah

xthu mcm mne nk tulis...tp yg pasti ak sgt rse bsalah....

sy mntk maaf kalo sy tpkse mnyusahkan sume org...

insyaAllah,sedikit mse lg sy xkn mnyusahkan sume org..

sy sdg brusaha untuk mngumpulnyer....pape pn..

sy mntk maaf lg skali dgn ape yg tjadi n trpkse mnta prtolongan dr kwn...

sy sgt mghargai bantuan yg diberikan utk sy....

hanya Allah shj yg dpt bls prtolongan anda sume..terima kasih

p/s: akn mgajar ak lbh berhati2 dan tabah...ak bjnji yg ak xkn kedekut untuk mberi prtolongan pd yg memerlukan prtolongan ak di masa akan dtg...sekian n terima kasih lg skali pd insan yg telah membantu kami...jasa mu akan ku kenang

aku patut bersyukur dgn 23 tahun

 =antara contoh pic yg dapat ak tunjuk working as engineer=

da ada sample pic xkn ak nk amek pic lain lg kn?

edisi ===== ganu

erm...dlm pale ak ni mcm byk sgt nk tulih tp xthu nk tulih ape..td ak ade bce 1 blog kwn kpd kwn ak yg ak sndri x knl pn kwn kpd kwn ak.....blog dye tu pnuh psl ape bende yg blaku dlm hidup dye n entry ak pn same jgk...psl kehidupan ak n alam sekeliling ak gak..mcm mne ak nk tulih r? ak mula ngn point yg ptama ok....


patut x ak rse kecil @ kerdil bile ak hanya bergelar sbgai sorg pensyarah sdgkn kwn yg sbaya ak da mula keje as engineer yg keje kt offshore yg gajinyer 2x ganda dr ak? patut ke ak rse mcm diri ak ni 'x pandai' sbb kwn sebaya ak lg hebat dr ak? tp bile pk blik...dorg keje ngn penuh keringat n slalu brada dlm keadaan strees.kerja yg mencabar n perlu pkir kt mne nk cri tmpat yg byk minyak dlm bumi n kalo silap gali,da kne pgil dgn bos...even gaji dorg 2 @ bkali ganda dr ak...tp berbaloi dgn dorg yg x bpeluang untuk tiddak strees dlm 1 mggu... sdgkn ak hnya perlu turunkn ilmu kepada pelajar so that dorg pn pndai.msuk clas curah curah ilmu then buat test tuk mnguji kepandaian ank2 murid ak...so perlu ke ak rse kerdil n malu dgn dorg yg lbh bgaji besar dgn ak? ak ada byk masa bbnding dorg...keje kul 8-5 then blik...tp dorg keje kul 8 tp blum tntu dpt balik kul 5pm...
        p/s: ape yg dpt ak simpulkn...ak patut bsyukur dgn ape yg ak dapat sbb umo 23 ak da ada kerja n  bgaji..n kerja ak tidak memungkin kn ak  dipotong gaji sbb ak bekerja dibawah kerajaan....sgala nbenefit yg ak dpt berbaloi dgn ape yg ak buat so lps ni ak xnk komplain pape lg...bersyukur dgn ape yg ak dpt..Alhamdulillah...

alamak...1 point je yg dpt ak tulih wak mase nie...nnnt ak tulih lg...so ak mgharapkn sokongan dr kwn2....k la ak nk sambung semak jwpn tutorial stdnt ak nie.....

actually, ptg2 sabtu nie... miss him tp dye kne bekerja....sbb tu ak pk engineer xde mse mcm yg ak dpt...ble la si alee ni nk smpai rmh? xkn kne stnd by smpai 10pm gak ari nie....huhhuhuhu


      

tajuk entry aku kali ni 'mimpi yg terlewat'

eewww...mcm pelik je tajuk entry ak kali nie...

"mimpi yg terlewat?"...mcm senseq jew kan?..hehehhe

actually entry ak mmg psl mimpi..tp mimpi yg "bengon"..

jgn pk yg kuning2 ok...sbb mimpi ak ni sgt suci lg murni...

alkisahnyer mcm nie...smlm ak tido pkul 3pg...

konon nk tgk final FIFA spain vs ~durian~belanda..

baru je 10 minit game da kne 2 kad kuning kt persie n sape ntah sorg lg.

langsung ak masuk bilik then tido...

krohhh punyer la kroohhh.last2 ak terdgr alarm...

scara refleks nyer tgn ak tekan 'STOP'..

kisahnyer bmula disini...lps je ak tido kali ke-2..

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sjak 2 mggu nie ak layan korean drama jew...so

last tgk smlm la tajuk 'personal taste acting by lee min ho.

kalo la alee sehensem dye...alee mmg lbh hensem dr dye pn

toksah la cite psl alee ok...dye xde kne mgena dgn entry ak kali nie..

asyk cite psl dye ..korg pn da malas nk bce entry ak...

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~bg ak bnafas jap ek~

personal taste nie mcm cite yg diceritakan la

hero arkitek then heroin furniture designer 

ak mmpi si hero ni mntk heroin design furniture 

tuk rmh yg dye design...bestkan..

mimpi punyer mimpi...

ak bgn kul 7.15am...adoi..

glabah dowh...mslhnyer..housemate ak pn layan cite nie

so ktorg bgn lewat r...smpai ofis..ble je punch card..

pkul 7.59am...ak pn xthu berapa saat lg b4 8am...

fuhh...nsib baik punch card ak x merah...

moral of the entry..tgk la cite smpai subuh...

solat subuh then trus mandi g keje...

happy for him

semalam hari in dan selamanya aku sangat gembira....<>

bukan ape...smlm ak dpt msg thru fb oleh alee..

dye tulis...

 

 from: kimia_alee

subject: LION DRI

message: ***...***  da dpt keje dr company tu...cpt la kol ***

sejurus je ak menerima msg tu...ak trus kol my ***.....tp mse ak bace msg tu...ak bsyukur sgt sbb ak da blh nmpk masa depan yg lebih cerah bsama alee eventho in future, still can't see what will happen between us..but for now...im really happy...finally he's working....hehehhehe....lps je ak kol alee n tnye smada dye da bgth family dye @ blum...then dye ckp dah bgth....right after that ak trus call my mum....again...the third party in our relation congrats him...hehehehe...lps nie..ak harap dye akan bekerja dgn lebih keras tuk masa depan alee sendri....org ckp...1st gaji for family n 2nd for the specially one..erm...now im waiting for the present from him...he promise me to buy a new adidas shoes....cant wait to have it this august...pape pn, ak doakan hubungan ak tidak akan terhenti disini....amin...

knp dgn awk ni?

pg2 dtg keje bkn nk wak modul tp bukak 'mukabuku' then tbe2 dtg mood nk 'mengcongteng arang. kt laman blog ak...hehehhehe...tbe2 je ak dpt smgat bile tgk pic kt fb yg bru ak upload smlm...tgh ak syok2 click 'next' then kuar ler pic alee ngn 'giant shoes'....then ak teringat la detik b4 snap pic tu...ak ngn dye date kt midvalley...mcm bse...tmpt yg 'peak couple' sbb kt situ sume ada then tmpt pn xde la bsar sgt nk jln2....citenyer bmula mcm nie...

si dia n ak tgh asyk jln2 smbil bceloteh.....tbe2 dye ckp "wahh...bestnyer"..then dye tnjuk kt ak dgn tgn yg menghala ke 'centre court '...then dye bkata2 lg..."jom g amek pic ***"....ak cam kaget skjap smbil tgk muka dye..."knp *** excited sgt nie?" before ni xde pn mcm nie...sumtimes tu ade tp xde la smpai trus melulu ke tmpt kejadian...ak pn ikut la...da smpai kt situ ak ckp..."nk amek pic,gne camera ***,*** pnye phone da nk hbs btri.."..."ok la...." balas si alee....snap pnyer snap smpai ak pn excited but the worst part is phone ak hbs btri...trpakse la ak bli charger kt mid tu...sbb time tu ak tgh tggu aruni tp b4 tu ak date la...nnt kne tggu lame lg bru blh date....huhuhuhu

p/s: fhm2 la yew mksd ***...hhehehhee

jom layan pic yg buat alee EXCITED cam BABY....(nie pic from my snapping la....yg byk dgn camera dye)

last pic: the two of us with shaking

seminggu

hussshhhhh...
ape ak nk coret kt sini ek?
seminggu? dah seminggu ak berpisah dengan family n alee tuk mula kerja...
adoi....ak sgt bosan disini.....plizz...help me!!!!!!!!!

ok la....ak pn tgh bosan kt ofis nie...ari ni pendaftaran budak baru so ak xde kaitan ngn pndaftaran...yess!!!!....ape yg ak nk point kt sini...2weeks ak bcuti n its was totally fun!!!!!!!!!
bsama dgn family...alee...byk bnda yg ak buat...ape yg ak nk buat sume ak da lepaskn mase blik rmh...nk thu ape yg ak nk buat sgt?

• peluk my mum...a big hug for my mum...mmmuuuaaahhhh
• mkn masakan ma....be with alee rahman for d whole day.....mcm mimpi
• shoppa shoppa dgn family n alee
• tgk wayang dgn alee tapi telah ditemani aruni....
• lepaking ngn alee kt upm....kuar mlm ngn baby n acik dgn lesen yg da mati....mengkenglengtoong ma...ckp nk tgk movie kt kepong tp mengular ke serdang...

yg sedih ble kt airport.....end session of our date on june 13 but goin to continue on september 7...but then....ak kne tggu dlm mse brp bulan tuk 'kembali gilew'?

giosshhh...so tension.....!!!!!!!!!!

enjoy this capturing love ma abah siblings alee

opocot!

ade kah tkejut mcm si aliya nie?

hahahhhahahhaa....
mulakn ngn gelak riang...
ha! mst korg ttnye2 kn knp opocot!?

storiey nie brlaku smlm n tmpt kejadian nyer kt BK 7 @ PKS...
pd pkul 3 pm lbh r...ape yg tjadi?
time nie last ak jge exam tuk stdnt la kn...
ak pn tkejut...ape yg di kagetkn ak?
storieynyer bmula mcm nie...
tp b4 tu biar ak brief ckit ape yg ptut...
ak jge exam bsama sorg ustaz @ XY la kn?

sdg ak leka termenung smbil phati bdk jwb exam...
tbe2 'terkeluar' 1 bunyi...

eeeccceeemmm!!!!

XY tu bersin...

mst korg blh agak ae yg blaku?
bdk2 yg jwb exam tu tersentak n tkejut...
ak pn tkejut r 1 sen...
klakar tgk bdk2 nie kaget...
lps tu dorg gelak..
tp XY wak mke slamber jew...

tu je la storiey ak...
mst korg xnk snyum kmbing kn sbb crite ak nie x klaka..
k la...nnt ak storiey moriey lg...

cau cit cau....zzzZZZZzzZZZZzzz

Sarikin & Roses

pekan sarikin

ari ni xde pape yg best sgt...story kali nie psl ape yg ak buat ahad lepas jew...
ape nk bgth ek...yg pasti ahad lepas ak pegi ke Sarikin...Sarikin ni mcm Pdg Besar kt perlis,pgkalan kubur d Klantan tp Sarikin ni d Srawak iaitu smpadan Indon la...
so ape yg ak bli kt sane? ak bli 1 set krusi rotan yg bharga rm150 n didiskaun dgn hrge rm135 tp ble da bli..otw blik,kne tahan dgn kastam so kne cukai rm20 so harga krusi tu da jd rm155..huhuhu
tp ok la dr xde kn....


set rotan ku



kereta yg sarat dgn rotan smpai nk tcucuk hidung

ak bli pokok bunga ros...3 rm10 tp ak dpt 4 rm10...
mcm murah la kan ...tp ble ak tnam pokok tu..mcm makin layu je..
kte org..kalo layu tu means tgn kite ni panas..sbb tu pokok pn layu then kalo tgn kte sejuk...pokok tu senang nk hidup...tp btul ke? ntah ler...yg pasti mst bkait dgn tanah la kn/?

rosa ku yg xbrapa nk kembang

tu je la cite ak pd post kali ini...slamat mmbaca la yew...nite

susah tido

asl la mlm ni susah sgt ak nk jatuh kn kelopak mata ni? otak ni mcm tgh fikirkn sumthin tp detector pd otak ak pn xdpt detect...adoi....susah r mcm nie....esk keje....ak bru je lps tgk tiket...free seat tuk airasia....mcm2 tmpt ak pk..mne ak nk blibur....ok la...pass to topic lain r....

time2 mcm nie..alee nyanyi tuk ak..ala ala mcm dodoi then bru ak tido tp mlm nie dye tido awal coz demam...ksian dye..tp ok la sbb dye da mkn ubat......susah la ak nk lena mlm nie...confirm tido ayam ak mlm nie....

adoi...xthu r nk coret ape lg...keinginan utk terus menaip tp otak 0....xthu nk conteng ape...yg penting ak nk upload pic nie....

ok la...ak cuba utk menidurkan diri.....monink ek...

59th month anni

his latest shot



me @ gunung Santubong (20++ m to go)

sorry r coz bru nk post....
extremely busy .....always exhausted...
ak bru je blik dr Santubong resort
mggu lpas
sabtu: pnjat gunung santubong
ahad: picnic & bbq @ pntai puteri Santubong
hasilnye: ak da ingt jalan nk ke sane
hehehehhehehe

ape ak nk cite ek?
since ak duk sni then blum blik smnnjung lg
so xde story mory sgt bout us la....

as usual bile ak penat then ak akn tido
again, i missed his calling tuk detik yg ke 59 nie...
tp ak da kol blik dye early monink so no hal...

Alhamdulillah ak masih lg bsame dgn alee rahman
ape yg ak harapkn..
distance is not a main obstacle btwn us
so hopefully we will able reach our desire in future

actually..honestly la yg ak sgt rindu time ak bsame dye..
up to 3 months ak disini...
no dating, no shopping ,no entertainment with him
make my life full of emptiness...

surely la couple yg bjauhan pn rase mcm ni n not even me ok

skrg ni alee tgh mncari kerja n ak doakan rezeki bpihak alee
moga becoming interview will succes
n hopefully he get that job

i always be with u boo

58th month anni

pejam celik pejam celik...da smpai bulan ke 58 kami bsame so

happy 58th month anni boo.....

sori boo,smlm xsempat wish coz pkul 9.30pm da msuk tido sbb ak krg sihat...so tpkse la tido awl n lupe yg ari ni month anni ktorg...so pg td bru wish...

xde pape sgt ak nk tulis kali nie coz otak ak x brupaya tuk memikirkn idea n ayat yg best2 tuk dicoret kali....tp ak nk la jge bcrite seketul pngalaman atau bingkisan spnjang mggu lps..

mggu lps ak naik gua fairy hingga ke puncak...even ni kali ke 2 ak ke gua fairy tp 1st time la ak tawan puncak gua fairy nie...da smpai puncak..ak dpt tgk sempadan ant.sarawak n indonesia....so disebabkan tlalu penat n semangat ak yg kuat...akhirnya antibodi ak kalah jgk akhirnya sbb lps je blik dr gua fairy..ak demam...tp xpe...at least berat bdn ak da bkurang dlm 1kg...[point yg nk ak warwarkn...hahahahha]...so bln 4 nie,...en.hisham plan nk naik gunung santubong plak...so ak akn daki gunung tu smpai ke puncak jgk.....k la..bbalik psl month anni ak plak...

ak hrp alee dpt hbskn stdy dye tuk sem yg terakhir ni kt upm so dpt la dye keje cpt ckit...so xde la dye busy mcm skrg nie...sbb dye xtremely busy rite now smpaikan xde mse nk msg @ calling sgt...kalo bkn dye yg busy...ak yg busy so mse tuk kami nie mcm da krg sikit...x kisah la...asalkan 'quality time' buat kami bahagia even bjauhan...so ak harap hubungan ak dan alee kekal hingga ke akhir hayat n bsama slamenya.....

miss u alee

hopefully dpt jupe on may 30 2010

for our 5th year anni

alee pn da 23 la....

last dating on 3.3.10 @ klia

pg2 buta ak da bgn tulis blog...huhuhuhu
da xlh tido...since duk kuching nie..kul 9.30pm da tido so pgnyer ak bgn awl la even x keje..
smlm dsbbkn ngantuk sgt...ak miss detik 00:00h tuk wish besday alee...sorry alee...
bkn slh sy yer...awk yg sruh sy tido kalo ngntuk...so dgn lurus bendul..sy pn tido la...hehehehe

post pg nie psl besday alee yg ke 23....

ak,aina fathiah zuhaidi ingin mengucapkan selamat hari lahir yang ke 23 buat alee rahman mat yasim aka teman lelaki...

ucapan;

1. bln 5 nie..make sure da hbs bljr...thesis pn da siap....
2. bln 6 nie...cpt2 cari kerja then simpan duit tuk dtg kuching....nnt bwk ke muzium kuching
3. konvo kt upm nnt,isyaAllah nk dtg..[dgn harapan ditaja]
4. smoga ape yg dihajati tercapai n menjadi kenyataan...
5. smoga hubungan kite trus kekal n direstui

itu je la ucapan ak kali nie buat alee...sedih gak sbb xdpt celeb tp adil r...time bufday ak..ktorg x celeb n bufday alee pn xdpt celeb so xpyh nk trse ati yer...hehehhehehe

@ kuching sarawak

kimia: sbjek ni la ak kne stdy n mengajar

ape kaitan negeri kt atas tu dgn post ak kali nie?

well...ak saje je...nk nmbahkan suka suki dlm idup ak yg single but not 'available' nie...
ok la..mehh ak story cite ak ni 2 'ciput'...
knp 2 ciput?
sbb ade 2 content in 1post la...tu pn xthu ke?

ciput ak yg per-1 :

alkisahnyer bmula mcm nie.....pd suatu ari yg btul2 menaik taraf kehidupan ak la kn....
hari tu jatuh pd hari isnin tanggal 1 mac 2010 yg bertempat di dewan seri seroja,putrajya...
b4 ak truskn cite ak yg selanjutnyer la kan...sehari sblum @ a day b4 la....28 feb 2010..alee n ak p cari dmanakah tletaknyer tmpt yg bnama dewan seri seroja @presint 15 putrajaya.....
korg blh tgk pic date kami dlm facebook bg yg jd kwn ak n alee la..[sekadar promosi...hahahaha]
back to the story la...1 mac 2010 tu ak pergi melaporkan diri ak yg belum terlapor nie kt putrajaya...setelah melaporkn diri,secara tidak langsungnyer ak telah dilantik sbgai
'Pegawai Pendidikan Pengajian Tinggi aka PPPT''
means ak dah keje la even x officially lg......

-tamat sudah ciput ak yg pertama-


ciput ak yg ke-2:

kejadian ini berlaku pd 4 mac 2010 @politek kuching sarawak
ape ak buat kt sne? nk smbung bljr ke? @ nk cri kuching yg pndai ke sbb dpt msuk politek?
hahahahahha...sume soalan tu xde kaitan knp ak ke sane...
jawapan kpd persoalan ini adalah 'ak bkerja di sana di jabatan petrokimia di bwh kursus kejuruteraan proses n kimia...so tu yg akn akn ajar.....[gempak x?]
so ak lapor diri pd tarikh tu la...tp 3hb lg ak dh ke kuching..xde beza sgt dgn ganung..cume sini byk gunung je...hahahahaha so skrg da msuk ari ke 8 ak bkerja...erm..biasa jew...xde ape yg mnarik n ak x rse sedih pn dpt keje kt sini..org yg xde prasaan mcm ak nie...susah ckit nk citer psl prasaan...so konklusinyer biaser biaser sajew ok....

-tamat ciput ak yg ke 2-

maka tamat sudah ciput ak kali ini..tp ak akn post 1 ciput yg mnarik psl xtvt ak spnjang 1 mggu lbh kt kuching...ak xlh post skrg sbb ak msih tggu pic dr student ak....so nnt kn kmunculan ciput ku edisi biase2 biaser...hehehehehe

salam cinta buat ma abah a.pih k.nisa acik ikram a'ah adeq n alee n salam sayang buat kawan yg dikenali sahaja....

slmt mmbaca....'jadikan membaca budaya kita'

50 years

ma&aliya[cucu]&abah

hari ini ialah 24.2.2010
tanggal 24.2.1960....lahir seorang bayi perempuan yang dinamakan
SETI ROKIAH BINTI ISA
wanita ini adalah ibu kepada enam anak hasil perkahwinan bersama
ZUHAIDI BIN ABDULLAH

1stly,ma,tahun nie insyaAllah ma akan dpt hadiah dr kngah cume lmbat ckit r...
kngah janji,1st gaji nnt...kngah bli hadiah yg ma da request tu...[requested tu secreto]

kngah rase,job yg kngah dpt ni adalah hadiah buat ma...
segala penat lelah n ajaran yg ma ajar selama 23tahun nie...
kngah da guna sbaik mungkin...kejayaan kngah ni adalah hasil n berkat doa dr ma n abah
yg x pernah putus2 buat solat hajat tuk anak2....

insyaAllah,ari ni kngah bawak ma dinner yer....

selamat hari lahir yg ke 50 ma..
slmt panjang umur n dimurahkan rezeki...
semoga bahagia bersama abah n anak yg sgt nakal nie...
moga apa yg dihajati oleh ma tcapai

SETI ROKIAH BINTI ISA insan yg ak kagumi,inspirasiku,idolaku,kekuatanku ma adalah ibu yg paling sempurna kngah sangat menyintai ma

gambar pasport

gmbr pasport pn ade story gak ke?
uishh....mst la....

actually dis pasport nie....direquest la....

time lapor diri nnt...
kne bwk 1 keping gambar berukuran pasport...

so smlm dlm pkul 8.30 pic ni di ambil @ dipukul....hahahahaha

pnye la byk singe ak smlm...bkn ape..just nk pic yg tbaek jew...
lgpn,ak da mls nk amek gmbr pasport byk kali...
xsmpai 6bln,ni kali ke 2 ak amek gmbr pasport nie...
yg 1st tu time ak nk keje pizza hut...
punyer la hodoh gmbr tu [pic @ ak sndri yg hodoh?..hohohoho]
kalo hodoh..xkn la rmai sgt minat kt ak kot....[ ss ]

back tu story smlm,4 kali bdk tu snap pic ak..
lps snap..ak sibuk nk tgk...
then ak suruh bdk kameraman tu bsarkn pic..
dye ckp..'kalo nk pic kne transfer dlm pc'..
ak ckp...'transfer r,sy nk tgk'...tggu pnyer tggu...
pic tu memuaskn la bg ak....hehhehehe

ape lg..adeq,sy nk 8kpg ek....hehehhe

ari ni adeq ak pegi amek pic tu..then soft copy pic di burn into cd...
so hasilnya kt atas tu la...hehehhehee

maybe,ni last kot ak amek GAMBAR PASPORT

komplikasi

muka yg berkomplikasi

ape kaitan story ak ngn tajuk ak tu?
mcm xde kaitan jew....
actually ade la a few things buat ak tension tahap hangus
nie sume psl preparation ak yg blum di prepare....
adoi.....tension ak pikir psl nie....
makin byk la wrinkle kt mate ak.....knp kedut kt mate bkn dahi?
ye r...dahi ak slalu bkerut...tp mate ak plak bkedut....
actually kulit kat dahi ak nie...jns yg tegang so even ak bkerut mcm mne pn...
still nmpk muda cam anak sdare ak aliya.....
asl tbe2 kuar psl aliya ngn dahi plak?

ok la...back to crite ak....
1stly ak tension psl RUMAH @ HOUSE @SHELTER (shelter tu ape ek? ak hentam jew)
RUMAH yg akn n bakal ak diami untuk bkurun tahun blum dpt...
yew la...da keje kt kuching tu..mst la nk kne cari rumah yg blh didiami at least 3 years kn?
so kne la cri yg btul2 comfort n buat ak tenang..mcm rmh ak
kt kampung pengkalan arang...(siap bg nm ekampung tu..nk thu...korg search kt igoogle maps...insyaAllah jumpe r rmh ak yg kt tepi sungai nerus)..ehhehehhehe
thnx to kak faizah..1s of lecturer kt politeknik kuching yg sanggup mnumpang kan tuk bbrp mggu...i do appreciate it...kak faizah sgup tumpangkn rmh n kete nyer tuk ak working ngn smoothly without any interruption.....thnx again kak faizah....

2ndly...flight ticket? thnx to alee coz tlng bli using his cimb...ak da register tuk maybank2u.com
then ade problem so gne cimb alee dlu...ala...alee tu bkn siapa2 pn....erm erm ak jgk...hahhahaa
ak naik MAS on march 3 2010 at 1515h dgn kos rm173...ak naik mas bkn ape...nnt blh claim tket...rugi r kalo ak naik airasia...btl x? eleh...korg pn mst amek kesempatan gak...
so slesai bab tiket....

3rdly...REVISION? tu yg hancur...ak bru bukak 1 bab...tgh syok nk stdy...klopak mate plak berat...adoi...so ak tido r....ak risau nie...ye r...da lupe ape yg ak bljr...tu r...ak nie suka mkn maggi kari berapi...then effect pd otak ak...adoi...lecturer sane ade tnye ak..."aina stdy ktne".."sy amek oleokimia kt UKM"..."maybe aina akn dtempat kt fakulti kejuteraan petrokimia"...
jantung ak da kencang time tu....CHEMISTRY? da byk ak lupe...kalo ak kne start mgajar march 4 2010..ape yg ak nk ajar bdk poli? ajar mcm mne nk msk maggi kari letup dgn sedapnyer...ak thu r.....

lastly...pape pn...ak xready lg nk keje...apatah lg nk mgajar...ajar bdk bkolah rendah blh r...huhuuu....tu sbb la ak kasi tajuk post kali nie KOMPLIKASI....means komplikasi dlm jiwa ak yg x trurus nie....adoi...ak kne byk btawakal n redhai dgn ketentuanNya...

doakan ak kwn2....ntah ble ak nk post blog lg....mne la thu nt busy sgt......busy ke ak nnt?

Who knows?

C.I.N.T.A yg di redhai

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang,
yang melabuhkan cintanya pada Mu,
agar bertambah kekuatan untuk mencintai mu.

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta,
jagalah cintaku padanya,
agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati,
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya
tertaut pada Mu, agar aku tidak terjatuh aku
dalam jurang cinta selain Mu.

Ya Rabbi, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya agar
tidak berpaling dari Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang,
yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,
jagalah rinduku padanya,
agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga Mu.

petikan nie..ak ambil dari salah satu kad undangan perkahwinan....
terdetik je hati ble ak bce puisi nie....mungkin CINTA yg mcm ni,yg ak cari...
[adoi...jiwang nyer]...so pada sape yg sedang bcinta n mncari cinta...cri lah cinta yg dimksudkn dlm puisi nie..hehehhehee...pndai je ak bg nasihat,,,hehhehehe

p/s:jumpe lg di post yg akan datang yer...

jgn anda terlalu taksub dgn cinta yer...biasa2 sudah....

february 2 2010

ape mksd tarikh kt atas tu....hehehehe..kalo nk thu,ari nie ulang tahun ak ke 23....da tua ak nie...23 means ak da terkeluar dr alam remaja...so skrg ni ak adalah WANITA...cewah.....WANITA,,,hahahahha....cam geli jew je ngn WANITA....knp nk geli? ak pn xthu,maybe bile kite dikatakan WANITA,kte ak lebih matang dr sume aspek contohnyer,dr segi penampilan iaitu cara pemakaian kte so org xde r nmpk kte mcm budak sgt..lbh2 lg kne la tepat dgn profesion kite..[pergh..cam hebat jew ayat ak nie]..slain tu,WANITA juga perlu men'touch up' diri nyer supaya tampak lebih elegance n sofistikated...nk pakai 'make up' la...adoi...tu prkara yg ak x mgkin buat...ak xpndai dlm bab2 me'make up'kn mke ak nie...huhuhuhuhu...nmpknyer lps nie ak kne amek clas r....[mcm byk je duit ak nk amek clas nie]..slain itu,WANITA juga perlu mnjaga perlakuan nyer..adoi...ni lg la susah ak nk buat.,...ak nie jns yg ske bgaul ngn org..x kire la XX @ XY...sume ak redah je tuk bkawan..[actually ni la slh 1 punca kami slalu bgaduh..ak ni gatal sgt...ops...asl ak p crite psl realtion ak plak nie..]..hehehehe...byk lg la kalo ak nk tulis 'what is WANITA'?..korg kne la tgk 'wanita hari ini' kt tv3 kul 11-1 ari isnin-jumaat n 'ape kata wanita' kt tv1..lupe ari ape...hehehehhejgn lupe menonton yer....

ok la...skrg ak nk tulis psl impian ak tuk 1 thun sbelum ak move to the next age iaitu 24thun...
impian @ target ak thun nie adalah seperti berikut:

1. stabilkan kerjaya ak supaya thun nie ak ak dpt dilanttik sbagai pegawai pendidikan tetap..target ak dlm mse 4 bln slps bekerja..ak thu..tu adalah mustahil....tp ak akn cube...\
2. simpan duit tu membeli aset yg mndatangkan pulangan 10 thun akn dtg...
3. moga hub ak dgn alee rahman berkekalan even ak thu,ak yg byk wak prangai..[ape yg ak buat?]..kne mnjga hati si dia....hrp dye dpt hbs kn stdy dye dis year n mulakan hidup dgn kerjayanya...

xbyk pn impian ak,2 je yg ak nk buat..sbb lps nie..ak da bebas dr keluarga n boleh buat prkara yg ak nk...asl jgn memalukan keluarga n btentangan dgn agama...ak harap ak mndpt sokongan drpd kwn2 supaya hidup ak lbh mantap...doakan ak yer...

alee rahman org 1st yg wish ak,dye kol ak kul 12.03am mnurut jam ku tp maybe jam dye 12.00am tepat,ak bcakap slama 9minit 8saat coz esk kul 9am dye ade test statistic..so kne la memahaminyer..dye wish ak n dye nyanyi kn lgu hari jadi...dis is 1st time la ktorg xdpt celebrate beday sbb bjauhan since ktorg couple...so ak hrp sume impian ak tcapai n sk dpt merancang tuk impian yg seterusnyer...buat mse skrg nie,ak nk enjoy puas2....jo kite enjoy yg bpada-pada....

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to aina fathiah zuhaidi
happy birthday to me

sweet 23

'keputusannyer & 56th month anni'

ok la...1stly ak nk kotakn jnj ak psl 'keputusannyer'..Alhamdulillah...ak da thu tmpt tuk posting.. InsyaAllah,kalo xde mslh, ak akn ke kuching serawak sbb ak ditugaskn ke sana..ak bsyukur sbb akhirnyer ak akn bkerja...ak akn ade kehidupan sndri lps nie..so kne pk 4 the next step tuk my own life....


doakan ak yer...smoga urusan ak dipermudahkan.....amin

ari nie 30.1.2010...so 56th month anni..ak bsyukur krn hingga ke saat ini..ak msih lg bsama dgn Alee Rahman Mat Yasim...even ktorg slalu gduh tp msih lg btahan...bse la,gaduh tukn asam garam kehidupan...so ak hrp hub ak dgn alee akn bkekalan smpai akhir hayat....he is my 1st love...krn alee ak thu ape itu cinta n ingin merasai cinta....Alhamdulillah,till today..dye msih lg cinta ku....

kosong

since ma xde kt rmh..ak yg uruskn sume kerja rmh coz im d older gurl in my family.ak xksh tu sume..4 d 1st time ma tgalkn kami slma smggu n byk bnd yg ak bljr...mcm mne nk manage idup ak sndri...bkn sng nk uruskn keluarga...tp ak bsyukur sbb adek ak 'acik'..dye byk bantu ak dlm uruskn rmh ni..since ma xde..ak n acik xpnh gaduh n kami sgt baik n rapat..dlm 1 mggu..min 1 kali kami gduh..then ok..air yg dcincang xkn putus..lain r kalo kite cincang ais..mmg r tbelah 2...hdup ak slme 1 mggu ni sgt bosan..yg ketara pd abah..pegi keje awl2..dpt urus dri sndri..ak blh lihat yg abah sgt sunyi sbb xde teman tuk bcakap...n ari ni, abah dgn excitednyer pegi KL nk jemput ma...ak lg r happy...

mcm mne dgn diri ak? ntah la..1mggu nie..diri ak xturus even ak bjaya urus rmh nie...ak bgn awl n tido lwt...ak ngntk tp xdpt tido...ntah la...ak pn xthu ape yg ak pk...i need sum1 to cry on...thnx to alee coz buat ak rase terisi eventho dye sgt busy....

next week..mggu yg mdebarkan..ak hrp 'kputusannyer' buat ak n family happy n i can proceed to plan my future ..ak slalu pk..mcm mne la mse dpn ak nnt...smada sperti yg ak harapkn @ sbaliknya..ak bharap,berkat doa dr ma abah..hidup ak direstun sumenyer bjalan lancar.....so doakn ak kwn2...

ak hrp..berita yg ak dpt adalah hadiah tuk abah n ma kerna telah membelai, menjaga, mendidik, mbesarkn ak dgn jayanyer shingga ak mnjd sperti diriku skrg....

insyaAllah..ak akn bkesudahan dgn baik...

[p/s : keputusannyer = nyer tu bkn refer kt alee ok...mgu dpnn ak bgth 'nyer' tu refer pd ape..]

da pkul 1.25am...morning....zzzZZzzZZzz

kembali oleh Anggun

A.L.I.YA stole M.A

huhhuhuhuhuhuhu
[sedih nie]

aliya dah dibawa pulang ke selayang
kini tinggal ak acik n dad
my mum n a'ah ikut pegi selayang 4 a week

baru jew 4jam lbh dorg tgalkan rmh nie
ak da mula rasa sepi
acik n abah keje
pkul 5 bru dorg blik

ak nk ma
ak xnk aliya
aliya da ade mak ayah


please...give my mum back!!!!!!!!!


i started miss her